I'm never ever fuckn good enough for you, never good enough for your mom, never good enough for your friends. You don't even know how it's feels deep down inside of me that it hurts. I wanna be apart of your life, meaning I want to be apart of your friends, apart of your family. You don't even know how much I always feel so left out, I wanna be there w/ your friends to party with, to get along with, to have fun with. Like you do with my friends. You have it ALL, you have EVERYTHING that I want! Everythings so fuckn easy for you, cos you got it all. You got my family, you got my friends. You got everything. & you don't even know how bad that makes me feel cos' I can never have it like you, NEVER! It's been this way for to long, and having to find out your friends don't like me put's even more weight on my shoulders. There's only so much I can take lc. Sometimes I break down & cry cos I can't handle all this bottling up with me everySINGLEFUCKNday ...... Sorry I ain't Mrs. Right, sorry i'm not the sweetest girl, sorry I can't be the girl you want me to be, sorry I have that 'IDGAF' attitude, sorry if I can't even be good enough for you. But told be told; No ones perfect, NO ONE ! & I don't plan on being perfect, everyone has there faults, has mistakes. EVERYONE !!!!!!!!! Haw! I Hate this.