I just wish I could be apart of your family on your mom's side, your mom means so much to you. & it would be nice to be apart of your family only because I know there important to you. But it's tough knowing that she think's i'm a bad influence for you, knowing she calls me a bitch when she doesn't even know me at all, or didn't even take the time to even get to know me. This is hard, & i'm beginning to not handle it. I've been handling it for far to long now & i'm slowing giving up, only because it's hurting me that you can't or isn't doing anything about it. SIGH*