Truce.

I’m the type to tell you ”You’re right” even when you’re wrong, not ‘cause I can’t win an argument with you but ‘cause it isn’t worth losin’ you over a stupid argument. I’ll just give you the win & by doin’ so, I’ve already won you back by us gettin’ along again.

You know, when you’re in a relationship, some times, you say you’re sorry not ‘cause you’re wrong but ‘cause you value your relationship so much that you would rather take the blame instead of fightin’ over somethin’ stupid.

I wouldn’t want us to be in the same spot & not talk to each other & worse, not even glance at each other to acknowledge that we’re in the same place. I wouldn’t want us to sleep on the same bed, back to back to each other, facing the other way instead of facing each other. I wouldn’t want you to text your other friends, tellin’ them how stubborn, one minded & how much of an asshole I am & have them tell you I’m not the right one for you or you should end it with me or that you deserve better ‘cause deep down, I don’t want to drag out pointless arguments, I just want us to be able to look at each other face to face & see eye to eye.

It Ain't Enough.

Relationship wise, a lot of people feel whatever they do for the person they “love” ain’t enough even though it is enough. Then they always end up pushing things way too hard and end up losing the person they “love.”

It’s either you want me or you don’t, I’m tired of you confusing me. One minute were good and the next your asking me for “SPACE” from each-other. I mean I can do that and all but you can’t be always doing that when you feel like it. You can’t just turn me on and off, I’m not a fricken light switch. It’s either we work on this situation that your feeling lately or this just ain’t gonna work out anymore because I’m tired of trying to solve how your feeling, I’m tired of trying to prove myself to you, I’m tired of just hurting… It never was like this before and this time it’s not me it’s YOU doing all of this mess. Your breaking this relationship not me.. and your just pushing me away. Pretty soon your gonna push me away to the point where I might not even be around anymore…

I cant even begin to explain how I feel, because I highly doubt you even care. Cause, all your ever worried about is you. While Im over here listening to you complain about everything, Im the one whos trying to make things better for us, while you sit there and just keep on going about this and that. I get it, I fucked up . I get it , I made my mistakes. But you did too. We’re both in the same square, we both hurt eachother. But why is Im the only one fixing everything? It all happens that everything is placed into my hands .

Before you leave a girl crying, imagine all the things she's done for you, all the feelings she's had to put aside to keep fighting for you. Think and ask yourself what you're gonna do now.

Lc i'm sorry, i'm sorry for everything I put you through. But hear me out for once okay....I know you love me, I know you do, deep down inside of you still remains that wonderful guy that still loves & cares about me so so much.....Idk why your doing this, when you know you still love me...That's why your flirting/trying to not talk to me to get rid of the pain your in right now. But really that's a real stupid way of getting rid of your pain. It's doesn't hurt to just show your pain/ feelings towards me lc. It's not! I know & you know that we still love each other in our hearts, we know that deep down inside of us were hurting. But your not showing it b/c you don't wanna seem like a pussy boy, but seriously it's not hard to still show that you care about me. I know were mean't to be because if we still can remain as friends then were still either in love or whatnot....& I believe were still in love. Your just scared lc I know you are, i'm scared as much as you. Your scared that if you were to take me back again, everything's just gonna turn out to be the same. But truth be told baby i'm working real hard. My hearts making me trying real hard to make this work.....& i'm not going anywhere lc, i'm not leaving, i'm still gonna be on this island waiting for you, even if that mean's I have to go through A LOT of struggles, pain, hurt. No matter how hard & how far you push me away. Ima fight to push right back ... Cause i care that much, to still TRY for you. I know everything about you lc, I know you inside & out & you know i'm the only one that knows EVERYTHING about you, & your the only one that knows EVERYTHING about me. So tell me why you want someone to know you, the guy I know with my whole life, the guy that has my heart, the ONLY guy I trust w/ my life.....I wouldn't want to go through that phase anymore b/c your the only one I need in my life to actually keep me going. & I know you don't need me in your life b/c you know how to handle things on your own. But in your heart you know you love me enough to not let me be apart or life still. I know why you don't wanna see me, b/c it's gonna make it harder for both of us. When we see each other we just fall right back to it over & over again.....You know why, it's b/c we love each other so so much...... You know lc, I love you. I really do. I know you don't like to cry b/c it takes a lot for you to cry, but don't be scared to not cry. It's actually good/bad for you at the same time. Remember that one time you had a bad dream? A bad dream about me that I ended up w/ davin again & you called me crying and telling me your dream. Damn; that hella made me cry cos' it felt like you were afraid to lose me. & when you told me your dream I told you, don't worry you'll never lose me never. Now look at where were at right now T___T Now i'm the one having the bad/good dreams about you, & your not here helping me through it ;( I'm crying so much writing this & reading this over & over again. But before I go; Please take this to heart, I wrote this w/ my heart.... & I really really hope you reply back to this. I'm so sorry this is so long. But I love you that's why. & oh herehttp://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1154.snc4/149624_183672571648512_100000173127695_692262_1891208_n.jpgwe both love & miss our daddy. Where both so happy that your still here in out lives. The two girls that well dearly will love you for the rest of out lifes. We really miss & love you daddy. & we love you w/ our hearts.....Were both not giving up on you cos' we literally still love you w/ our hearts. Please reply back. We love you ♥ Bye T_____T

I don't know, I mean, I want to be his friend. But then again, I don't. You know? I mean how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them you're thinking about how much more you really want.

I didn't grow that amazing feeling for you just to let it go for nothing. I'm fighting for you. Wether you like it, or not.

Hmph.

Right here, Right now.

It hurts. It hurts a lot. Now matter how many times you go through heartbreak, it hurts the same every time. But with you, it hurt a lot more. I trusted you, I trusted you with my heart, my secrets, my everything. I told you my strengths, my weaknesses, my pain, my happiness; everything. After being hurt so many times in my life, I finally fully opened up to someone & I was happy about it. I was happy that I finally found someone who I could trust & would understand me but most of all, accept me. I gave you my all, more than I ever did before & I just feel disappointed that things are the way they are right now. You may not understand but it took a lot for me to put myself out there, I knew what I was risking but I did it all for you. I love you, & that’s what you do when you love someone, you fight till’ the very end, you risk it all, you do crazy out of this world things for love. That’s exactly what I did… But it wasn’t enough. I wish you could see, I would do anything for you to see.

Im painfully aware, that there are other girls killing for my spot. I know that as soon as you give up on me , there will be a girl so quick to jump into your arms. I just know it. It’s not that I dont trust you, it’s more like I dont trust the girls around you. Let alone, I dont wanna see everything fall apart before my eyes. I wanna know that your still going to be mine. Im sure your ex-girlfriends, didnt expect for your relationship with them to fall apart but it did. I just dont want that to happen to me. I havent been so scared to loose a relationship. I know I shouldn’t trip about whats ahead of us, but like Ive said before we both have the power to make and break this relationship. I’m not ready for you to walk outta my life, a day , a week, a month , a year , from now. . . &Im refuse to watch another girl take my spot.

From your tumblr D;

i'll be your everything - daniel d

I didnt give up on you then, I didnt give up on you when times got tough, I didnt give up on you even when you made things difficult. I didnt give up on you even when I felt like I had all the reasons to . If I didnt give up before, it only goes to show I aint giving up now.

Having that special someone to call my boyfriend. I know there were other guys I called my boyfriend. It kinda feels weird giving you that title now huh? Since, you know that someone else held it before you? Well, let me tell you something about you that no other could ever compare to. You know me from start to finish and you make me feel as if there is no limit for you & I .

Sometimes, I ask myself if you even love me now a days even after how many times I let you down and disappointed you . The older I get, the more our relationship just starts to fade. The way you were to me before, is totally disappearing. I miss you, I miss having you to lean on . Now a days, Im too scared to even lean on you in the worse situations. Im sorry -__-

See, what you guys dont know is I cant leave him cause I love him. I dont make things easy, I know it gets hard sometimes. But Im not ashamed to say he hurts me. And I continue to still try to make things work. The smallest things, hurt me. And the things you do to me, I cant let go or forget as quick. But over time, I’ll get through it.