Theres times where i dont know what id do without you & theres times where i just want to scream & yell & rip out my hair because of how much you stress me out. But i know the good times overcome the bad & the times we express our love for each other overpowers the countless arguments we’ve dealt with. You have the power to make me feel like im the only girl in the world, then one minute later feel like im just another pretty face. Through all the arguments, through all the heartbreaks.. thru all the “almost” tears.. through all your asshole times, thru all the times you say things to hurt me.. i still love you. No matter what you do, my feelings are too strong to change. AND its kinda hard sometimes, i mean yeah.. Sometimes i do wonder if this relationship is worth the longrun.. but it never gets to me to the point where i actually plan to make these wondering thoughts come true. N-E-V-E-R. Its crazy though, these feelings. Its unexplainable to have these strong feelings for a certain person, to know that THIS person is gunna be forever with you.. maybe not physically.. but mentally & in your heart. My Boyfriend.. I love him & i hate him at the same time. No matter how much of an asshole he is, at the end of the day, im still glad to call him MINE.

Logan-chandler; Love of my life.

“Anyone can give up; it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that’s true strength.”

Although you are truly happy with your significant other, occasionally there are times where you don’t feel as strong as you usually do. Maybe you’re just stressed, and the stress is getting to you. Maybe you question your relationship, and how you guys are doing. Maybe it’s just a bad day/week/month for you guys. Maybe something came up from the past, to your present. Maybe you guys just fought about something insignificant. Maybe it’s this, maybe it’s that.

A lot of us know what happens after the “honeymoon” phase. (I’m not stating that this happens to every couple) Both of you get to really know each other, and start seeing each other’s flaws. It isn’t that you guys don’t accept each other for how you guys are, but maybe you two aren’t used to dealing with each other just yet. Fights start to take place, and over time it just builds up… and it builds up to a point where it can be hard to deal with.

You might start to wonder if you should just give up and leave, or stay and deal with all the problems. Like the quote above, giving up is always the easy way out. It might seem fine in the beginning, because you’re so relieved that you don’t have to deal with the stress you had with your significant other. The problem with giving up is that you aren’t giving your relationship a chance to fully develop. Anybody can give up, but not everybody can stay strong and keep it together.

It takes two, when it comes to a relationship. Both of you just have to keep working at your relationship. Both of you have to keep in mind that there will always be bumps; once you get over these bumps, the path will start getting smoother. Never let your negatives outweigh your positives. Communication is key, as well as being willing to forgive, and working together to buff out your problems. Remember that the little things do matter, and simple things can really help.

With everything said, relationships are never easy, but they are absolutely worth the effort and struggle you put in. It will all be worth it in the end, when your relationships blossoms into something so incredible.

Even though, he has a different way of showing me his love and sometimes it can hurt.. I wouldn't trade it in for anything else, because to me he's worth the trouble & I have faith in him that even if things get hard our love is strong enough to withstand all the hard times.

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good if what is not won’t. Relationships are worth fighting for but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don’t lose something real. Always fight, until you can’t anymore, and then be fought for.

Have you ever been inlove, inlove so bad .. you'd do anything just to get them to understand?

I know, you aren't that guy that I dreamed of. Not saying it in a bad way, but pretty much as straight forward as I can. I can say, you've given me more then I ever dreamed of . You might not be the guy who admits they are wrong. You'll never ever chase after a girl, regardless of what you did. You're never the first to say sorry, because you just feel like you did nothing wrong. You don't have all the sweet words to sweep me off my feet. You will speak your mind. You will make me work for you, because you feel that you're just in the same position as I am, we are no different and there are no expections. You ignore me, until I come running back to you. If I ever leave you, you have a way of showing you " dont give a fuck " . This probably, is no where close to what I wanted.Yes, it hurts that all of this happens , but you actually made me stronger. I'm looking at it through a different point of view, so I won't get hurt as much. I look at is as if you're teaching me how to deal & cope with hard times. You're toughen me up.. You might not notice how bad you affect me with the smallest things you do and say, but believe me I pay attention to every little thing you do. I learned that, even if someone loves you they will hurt you regardless. So if someone tells you " if you love someone , you don't hurt them " thats complete bullshit. Because, love hurts... like a bitch. I guess, it's really up to you to determine if they are worth the troubles or not.

Believe me, I know how it feels to be hurt by someone you love. To actually be let down so many times and pick yourself up hoping that everything will be better in a blink of an eye. Despite, all the shit he does to me and all the shit we go through together. I still find myself, very mad inlove with him and holding on with my life to a strand of thread just praying that this relationship would just work out.

I get it, I’m fully aware that we both did our share of dirt. Believe me, I know that I hurt you. I’m sorry, from the bottom of my heart I truly am. So there for inorder to show you I’m really sorry and I truly meant it. I wanted to prove it by changing. You know watching out the things I do. But.. I felt as if right when I changed to be the best towards you , thats when you started to differ you’re ways towards me. Yes, I’d admit to you that I do get hurt even when you least expect it. Even if, I don’t show how bad it hurts.. I’m probably hurting more then I can handle. Whenever, I talk to you I hold my breath , I tighten up my stomach whenever I feel a tear about to come down and I close my eyes wishing that right when I open it the pain will vanish. Look, I didn’t work this hard to get this far if I was only going to fuck up on you seconds later.. Trust me, I’d never waste my time and effort just to watch myself fuck things up. You bring out the best& craziest emotions out of me. I’m sorry , if I tend to say things out of pocket. You know whenever I’m pissed I speak out of my ass . All the words just roll out of my tongue .. I don’t meant to half of the time but it’s all that pain and anger getting built up and I don’t know which emotion to let out first. It breaks my heart to yell at you, to even be mad at you. I wish I could just keep my mouth closed no matter how bad you hurt me. But knowing the type of girl I am, I never will break and cave myself in for anyone not even for you. If I wanted to settle for the less , I would have stayed with one of my ex’s but that’s not the case. So, by all means if it’s not too much to ask for but please provide me with the same level respect I give to you. That’s all, I’d want..

For every time he destroys me . I feel like I can’t get back up. As sad as it is to say, I fell inlove with him and that’s always been my excuse of why I let him hurt me so much. I’m sure he doesn’t mean to let alone it’s never his intention to but he can’t even realize how bad it hurts . I guess you can say, I’m strong enough to put up with him and everything else that comes along . But , I’m weak cause I let him .

sometimes , you feel like your giving a 100% , sometimes you even believe it’s beyond 100%. But as soon as your partner says your doing something wrong , you start to question yourself ” Is it not enough? ” I mean you are will aware that you’ve been giving your all but maybe that person just doesn’t see the effort the way you do. it hurts when you know you’ve gone so far to prove something yet your getting the complete opposite response

“I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created.”

I want to have a day dedicated to just me and you. A whole day of us spending every minute together, sharing smiles and giggles and making memories. I want to give you a million kisses, and thousands of hugs. I want to hold you tight, and surprise you with unexpected kisses. I want to tickle you until you cry from laughing so hard. I want to take naps with you, falling asleep in your arms, feeling so safe and secure then waking up knowing you’re going to be there next to me. I want to feel my heart race whenever you get near, and get those butterflies whenever you tell me you love me. I want to take silly pictures, and make pointless videos just to capture the moments when we finally get to be with eachother. I want to eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner with you, i’ll pig out with you if you’d like. I don’t want you to be afraid to be yourself when you’re with me. I want to cook for you, even though I fail at it. I want to sing you to sleeplike I do on the phone, and stay awake just to hear you breathe. And last but not least, I want to show everyone that we actually made it, we made it through all the bullshit that everyone’s thrown at us, and all the doubtspeople had about our relationship, I want them to see that our love has no distance, and that we got this.

And I'm weak 'cause I believe you. And I'm mad because I love you. So I stop and think that maybe... You can learn to appreciate me. Then it all remains the same that; You ain't never gonna change.

I don't know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we're friends, sometimes I feel like we're more than friends, but sometimes I feel like I'm just a stranger to you.

Little did you know, I pay attention to almost everything about you . Even the smallest details, I remember them like it's tatted on the back of my hand.

Maybe, I'm crazy for thinking you were gonna change or maybe it could just be me am I not loving you the same? The thought of loosing you, I just can't put myself through this pain. I stick around, cause I just want you to love me better.

They see me hurting so they tell me to forget but it doesn’t work like that with me.. I tell them you’re worth it, because you are. I have hope in us. I’ll be committed and patient with you, because good things happen to those that wait.

My best sometimes might not be enough for you, just know I've tried my hardest to make it enough.But, like everyone else I fail at certain things.

Please, tell me that your here to stay and that I don't have to worry about having to save myself from a heart break let alone have to ever go through letting go and moving on. Let me know that I won't have to find anyone else to replace you and have to cope with the pain and try to put our memories to rest .

True love; The love of my life.

"I love you, but i cant be with you"

What am i suppose to do? Just move on, cause i clearly cant. Ive been trying, and trying. Nothing works. I tried forgetting about you, but trying to forget about you is trying to remember someone i never met. You give mix emotions, you throw words at me that mean the world to me. Everytime you say you love me, i just feel like the happiest girl alive. But when reailty hits, i know you wont be mine at the end of the night.

I'm done.

Its funny because I told myself ‘I’m just fucking done, I’m done chasing after people who aren’t worth the chase, done chasing after people who don’t give a shit, done chasing after people who don’t wanna be chased, etc’ but I still fucking go after it. I hate myself for not knowing what the fuck I want/wanna do. I tell myself that I give up trying, especially if I get nothing in return but I still go after it. I just don’t know why is it that its so hard to get over someone/something? Why? I question myself that a lot. I can’t get over the fact that I keep going for something that probably isn’t worth it.

Remember me? I'm the one you used to enjoy being with. I'm the one you used to stay up all night talking to. Remember when we'd sit back and simply relax in each other's company? Remember how you never got tired of talking to me; you told me everything. What happened to us?

I miss the feeling of actually being IN love. I want the real thing again with you. I miss it everyday, more than anything in this world. I miss how you use to give all your time just for me. I miss the love you use to show me. I miss everything, & what sucks is no matter how much times I try to change it back, it can never happen...

Never play on someone who showed you what love means because when its too late that's the time you'll realize you've lost something you will never ever have again.