I'm done.

Its funny because I told myself ‘I’m just fucking done, I’m done chasing after people who aren’t worth the chase, done chasing after people who don’t give a shit, done chasing after people who don’t wanna be chased, etc’ but I still fucking go after it. I hate myself for not knowing what the fuck I want/wanna do. I tell myself that I give up trying, especially if I get nothing in return but I still go after it. I just don’t know why is it that its so hard to get over someone/something? Why? I question myself that a lot. I can’t get over the fact that I keep going for something that probably isn’t worth it.