I don't know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we're friends, sometimes I feel like we're more than friends, but sometimes I feel like I'm just a stranger to you.

Little did you know, I pay attention to almost everything about you . Even the smallest details, I remember them like it's tatted on the back of my hand.

Maybe, I'm crazy for thinking you were gonna change or maybe it could just be me am I not loving you the same? The thought of loosing you, I just can't put myself through this pain. I stick around, cause I just want you to love me better.

They see me hurting so they tell me to forget but it doesn’t work like that with me.. I tell them you’re worth it, because you are. I have hope in us. I’ll be committed and patient with you, because good things happen to those that wait.

My best sometimes might not be enough for you, just know I've tried my hardest to make it enough.But, like everyone else I fail at certain things.

Please, tell me that your here to stay and that I don't have to worry about having to save myself from a heart break let alone have to ever go through letting go and moving on. Let me know that I won't have to find anyone else to replace you and have to cope with the pain and try to put our memories to rest .

True love; The love of my life.

"I love you, but i cant be with you"

What am i suppose to do? Just move on, cause i clearly cant. Ive been trying, and trying. Nothing works. I tried forgetting about you, but trying to forget about you is trying to remember someone i never met. You give mix emotions, you throw words at me that mean the world to me. Everytime you say you love me, i just feel like the happiest girl alive. But when reailty hits, i know you wont be mine at the end of the night.

I'm done.

Its funny because I told myself ‘I’m just fucking done, I’m done chasing after people who aren’t worth the chase, done chasing after people who don’t give a shit, done chasing after people who don’t wanna be chased, etc’ but I still fucking go after it. I hate myself for not knowing what the fuck I want/wanna do. I tell myself that I give up trying, especially if I get nothing in return but I still go after it. I just don’t know why is it that its so hard to get over someone/something? Why? I question myself that a lot. I can’t get over the fact that I keep going for something that probably isn’t worth it.

Remember me? I'm the one you used to enjoy being with. I'm the one you used to stay up all night talking to. Remember when we'd sit back and simply relax in each other's company? Remember how you never got tired of talking to me; you told me everything. What happened to us?

I miss the feeling of actually being IN love. I want the real thing again with you. I miss it everyday, more than anything in this world. I miss how you use to give all your time just for me. I miss the love you use to show me. I miss everything, & what sucks is no matter how much times I try to change it back, it can never happen...

Never play on someone who showed you what love means because when its too late that's the time you'll realize you've lost something you will never ever have again.