For every time he destroys me . I feel like I can’t get back up. As sad as it is to say, I fell inlove with him and that’s always been my excuse of why I let him hurt me so much. I’m sure he doesn’t mean to let alone it’s never his intention to but he can’t even realize how bad it hurts . I guess you can say, I’m strong enough to put up with him and everything else that comes along . But , I’m weak cause I let him .