Right here, Right now.

It hurts. It hurts a lot. Now matter how many times you go through heartbreak, it hurts the same every time. But with you, it hurt a lot more. I trusted you, I trusted you with my heart, my secrets, my everything. I told you my strengths, my weaknesses, my pain, my happiness; everything. After being hurt so many times in my life, I finally fully opened up to someone & I was happy about it. I was happy that I finally found someone who I could trust & would understand me but most of all, accept me. I gave you my all, more than I ever did before & I just feel disappointed that things are the way they are right now. You may not understand but it took a lot for me to put myself out there, I knew what I was risking but I did it all for you. I love you, & that’s what you do when you love someone, you fight till’ the very end, you risk it all, you do crazy out of this world things for love. That’s exactly what I did… But it wasn’t enough. I wish you could see, I would do anything for you to see.