Lc i'm sorry, i'm sorry for everything I put you through. But hear me out for once okay....I know you love me, I know you do, deep down inside of you still remains that wonderful guy that still loves & cares about me so so much.....Idk why your doing this, when you know you still love me...That's why your flirting/trying to not talk to me to get rid of the pain your in right now. But really that's a real stupid way of getting rid of your pain. It's doesn't hurt to just show your pain/ feelings towards me lc. It's not! I know & you know that we still love each other in our hearts, we know that deep down inside of us were hurting. But your not showing it b/c you don't wanna seem like a pussy boy, but seriously it's not hard to still show that you care about me. I know were mean't to be because if we still can remain as friends then were still either in love or whatnot....& I believe were still in love. Your just scared lc I know you are, i'm scared as much as you. Your scared that if you were to take me back again, everything's just gonna turn out to be the same. But truth be told baby i'm working real hard. My hearts making me trying real hard to make this work.....& i'm not going anywhere lc, i'm not leaving, i'm still gonna be on this island waiting for you, even if that mean's I have to go through A LOT of struggles, pain, hurt. No matter how hard & how far you push me away. Ima fight to push right back ... Cause i care that much, to still TRY for you. I know everything about you lc, I know you inside & out & you know i'm the only one that knows EVERYTHING about you, & your the only one that knows EVERYTHING about me. So tell me why you want someone to know you, the guy I know with my whole life, the guy that has my heart, the ONLY guy I trust w/ my life.....I wouldn't want to go through that phase anymore b/c your the only one I need in my life to actually keep me going. & I know you don't need me in your life b/c you know how to handle things on your own. But in your heart you know you love me enough to not let me be apart or life still. I know why you don't wanna see me, b/c it's gonna make it harder for both of us. When we see each other we just fall right back to it over & over again.....You know why, it's b/c we love each other so so much...... You know lc, I love you. I really do. I know you don't like to cry b/c it takes a lot for you to cry, but don't be scared to not cry. It's actually good/bad for you at the same time. Remember that one time you had a bad dream? A bad dream about me that I ended up w/ davin again & you called me crying and telling me your dream. Damn; that hella made me cry cos' it felt like you were afraid to lose me. & when you told me your dream I told you, don't worry you'll never lose me never. Now look at where were at right now T___T Now i'm the one having the bad/good dreams about you, & your not here helping me through it ;( I'm crying so much writing this & reading this over & over again. But before I go; Please take this to heart, I wrote this w/ my heart.... & I really really hope you reply back to this. I'm so sorry this is so long. But I love you that's why. & oh herehttp://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1154.snc4/149624_183672571648512_100000173127695_692262_1891208_n.jpgwe both love & miss our daddy. Where both so happy that your still here in out lives. The two girls that well dearly will love you for the rest of out lifes. We really miss & love you daddy. & we love you w/ our hearts.....Were both not giving up on you cos' we literally still love you w/ our hearts. Please reply back. We love you ♥ Bye T_____T