Hard times.

Starting tomorrow i think we'll have hard times ;( I mean not really but just having you not coming to my house everyday will be hard...Because im so use to seeing you at my house everyday, now the only times you'll be at my house are on weekends but maybe like at least once or twice on weekdays just not EVERYDAY D; It will be hard not seeing you everyday at my house, not you having to see bebby, not you having to see my family, not you having to take naps with me till you have to go home. All that stuff, i know im acting as if it won't even happen anymore its just the fact that i can't even do those thing in your house. I can't have naps with you at your own house, when i go to your house it doesnt feel like home because im not accepted there you know, & it hurts. It hurts the fact that i can't even go in the house knowing your mom knows im there. I just want to feel accepted with your family, well your moms side at least, cos when im with your dads side i feel accepted, i feel like i fit right in, you dont need to hide me from him. But with your mom you have to hide me, she knows about me, but she doesnt like me here and there and i just get so hurt and confused. I just want to feel like family with her, like how your already family in my family.....I wanna feel like you, the comfort feeling were your accepted in my family, and of course you are. & i love that.....I wish i could just walk right into your house and do anything just how you do that when you come into my house. Your not shame to do anything in my house, you dont even get busted by my mom about being in the house, because she loves you as much as she loves me. She accepts you because your the reason why i smile, shes happy because im happy with you. & i want that feeling towards your mom. I want your mom to accept me and be happy for you, because your happy with me......Having a strong relationship with you is good, but having a strong relationship with my family & your family is even better. Thats what you have with my family, and thats what i want to have with your family......But we all go through hard times, & i rather have hard times with you than good times with someone else....So i hope tomorrow will be good since ill be coming to your house almost everyday but just chillin outside in the sun because im not allowed in the house ;(

But i would do anything just for you, i love you logan :D