So hard to let go..

I guess I did get too attached to someone that I can’t even get over the person.. It’s hard, I never really feel like this towards someone unless I lost hella’ feelings for them. But for you, it hasn’t. Its hard. I don’t know what to do. I want to forget about you, but you’re always popping up in my mind out of no where. I wished you didn’t, not trying to be fucked up but I wished you never crossed my mind. It’s hard to think about you &reminisce about the past at the same time.

I just wished I didn’t feel like this about you, I just wished we never met, I just wished I never liked you, I just wished all this wasn’t real. If only it was a dream but it isn’t, its reality. Sigh..